Update: I’m HOME!

“I have wrestled with what that concept of “being home” means for me now. It has made my freedom-craving heart cringe a bit, not sure how to handle being locked into a place indefinitely. But per usual, God flipped my perspective to see the freedom He is actually giving me. I don’t HAVE to say goodbye anymore; I have the FREEDOM to stay. Once I was able to see the freedom instead of confinement in rooting myself here, I felt such joy flood in, like it was just waiting for me to lift up the gates of fear that had been holding back the joy from taking its rightful place in my heart.”


Why I Run: Where Discipline Meets Freedom

“Running to him was real; the way he did it the realest thing he knew. It was all joy and woe, hard as a diamond; it made him weary beyond comprehension. But it also made him free.” – John L. Parker Jr.

Sunset Reflections

The source of light had left, but evidence of its existence was all around. The clouds reflected a reddish hue into the dimming blue sky. A dark pink line hung right above the mountains where the sun had just been, and a bright golden glow hung just over that. When I pulled my eyes away from the sky, I watched the wildflowers blowing in the wind, looked around at the trees covering the mountain range, and noticed the tall grass tickling my legs… All evidence of the sun’s work.

Fear and Peace

“‘Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you.’
My peace. I am not creating your peace. I am sharing with you my peace. I am bringing you into my peace.
Your peace, Jesus? They are about to kill you. What kind of peace is that?
Perfect peace — with my Father. Tomorrow I will go to the cross, and there I will open the door for my sheep to enter my peace with my Father. I will satisfy his justice, and I will purchase your forgiveness, and I will provide your righteousness. And I will bring you into the very peace that I enjoy with my Father.”
– John Piper

Through Gates of Splendor

“The other wives and I talked together one night about the possibility of becoming widows. What would we do? God gave us peace of heart, and confidence that whatever might happen, His Word would hold. We knew that ‘when He putteth forth His sheep, He goeth before them.’ God’s leading was unmistakable up to this point. Each of us knew that when we married our husbands that there would never be any question about who came first – God and His work held first place in each life. It was the condition of true discipleship; it became devastatingly meaningful now.”
– Elisabeth Elliot, Through Gates of Splendor